Really no desire to be “out” at the moment, though the night air and the lights from downtown beckon to me. But I don’t know their purpose. The last post was fairly accurate, and my favorite bit is:
i’m rambling on rather self consciously
while i’m stirring these condiments into my tea
and i think i’m so lame
i bet i think this song’s about me
don’t i don’t i don’t i ?
I’m in a goddam lull, which comes as interests wane and I am driven to reevaluate certain things. Most of my friends have taken to hanging out at the Eagle’s bar, and I’ve grown to hate the place, so it’s become harder and harder to go out. It’s not that I mind the people, but the atmosphere is dark and dingy and it’s probably the only smoking bar in the entire state right now.
God, listen to me whine.
My interests have been waxing in the library world, and I’ve got a few projects in mind to get a head start with what it might be like to be a librarian, including two web projects and an idea for an article, which I may even try to publish if I ever get it written. But after a day of work I find it hard to come home and devote myself to more work (though I know plenty of people do).
For now, though, I think I’ll go to bed. I worked all day, and now I’m dead tired. Toodles!